Bus broke down. Hope it wasn’t a signal this whole summer camp thing’s gonna to be a crock of shit. Good news is I met this girl and I really like here. Dani Redmond. She looks kind of Italian or something, long dark hair and big brown eyes and so pretty I almost daren’t stand next to her ‘cos no-one’ll ever look in my direction. And tits. Man has she got tits. They’re probably the best tits I think I’ve ever seen Ever!
We both needed to pee real bad so walked through the woods and got lost. I teased her a bit, I think, managed to get her stripped down to her skinnies and fooled her into this pool but fuck the water was cold! I don’t know how the hell I wasn’t shaking like crazy but I had to pretend the water was fine. Laughed when she came in and discovered it wasn’t.
I like her a lot.
I been thinking a whole lot lately about who I am, about what I am. I never been slow to try things out but until now it’s always been boys. Apart from Julie last summer and that wasn’t real sex, just messin’ around. But I know I’ve always had a thing for girls. I’m wondering if this Dani might not be what I’ve been waiting for all this time. Who knows. I guess I’ll have to wait and see how this summer pans out. Don’t want to scare her off, because I like her plenty as she is even if I never get to kiss her.